I am not human.

Calling betas! ;) Firstly, I'm putting this at the top, because the rest of this will probably get a bit tl;dr. *g* Neither of the people I'd normally ask to beta will touch this, so I need a beta! Snupin, dub-con (that, in the interest of full disclosure, starts out as non-con), mwpp era (post-prank), with a dark!Remus. It's pretty short (less than 1500 words right now, though I do intend to flesh it out as much as possible, before sending it out. I doubt it will get over 3000, though, if even that.) Any takers?

The last few days have been exhausting. Have I mentioned I hate football season in Tennessee? ( working the football weekend, complete with phone ghosts and real fire! )

I'm glad I have today and tomorrow off, though I just feel tired today. I was restless all last night. I couldn't sleep well and I think I was talking in my sleep. I distinctly remember trying to ask my husband, through a haze of deep sleep, "Do you think if my Snape was taller, he would act differently?" Which... is weird... and amusing because why am I thinking of my RP!Snape in my sleep? Then I woke up at 7:30 with such a pressing feeling of anxiousness that I got out of bed to come and make sure there wasn't anybody in my apartment that shouldn't be and checking the door locks before going back to sleep. O.o

I'm just hoping I can catch up on my rest and get some writing done this "weekend." I still have only the vaguest idea for SnuSa. It's sort of there, but I have no exact plot and I'm trying to figure out how to get the ending appropriately hopeful. I'm planning to slip off to Borders today to write a bit out and maybe an idea will gel doing that. *crosses fingers*

Hmmm, semagic says it can't connect anywhere, but I can connect regularly. Anyone know why?

Things to do tomorrow:

1. omg, cleeeeeaaan.
2. finish making beta notes on cross-dressing!Neville fic and send back to mosaic
3. Post RP thread
4. possibly send email, depending on how I feel tomorrow
5. go to Borders and write/plot snusa ans merry_smutmas, or flesh out Oct d_d post
6. re-commit to diet fully. Jeeze, get in gear, woman. Don't blow what you've done so far.
7. Relax because it's a fucking huge football weekend here and I'm going to want to kill someone at work Saturday. (God, I hate football. I hate it even more now that I live here and work in hospitality... Fucking UT.)

P.S. Tim Gunn getting emotional, makes me weepy. (btw, the guy on the show just said "there was not a dry tear in the room." DRY TEAR?!?!?! O.o)

P.P.S. Re weepiness and #4.. I think I have major PMS. At least I hope, so that I will have a damn excuse. Fuck.